Stay Beautiful
Finally.
I have been looking forward and counting down ever since i started school.
Yay. Now its here.
AND soon it will be christmas, how very fudge-ing exciting.
I want to go to London, twice.
Once when its jammed with people right before X-mas and then in january,
for my grannys birthday. OMG. this will be fudge-ing amazing!
No joke.
I still havent gotten an answer from the person to whom i sent
a certain something. I hope i will get a positive answer SOON!
That would TOTALLY make my day/week/year/life. :]
My cousin spent the night last night. It was fun.. She's awesome
we went to our "museum hostess" course thing. then to my house
we watched high school musical 2 on disney chanel.
Then we ATE. muaha. and DANCED. man. good times. home videos too.
ALSO we got to turn the clock back an hour this morning so that it was 11 and not 12 when we woke up.
we felt really good about getting up on time haha.
so we didnt feel bad at all when we watched E! (Girls of the Playboy mansion lol) and ate breakfast
until LATE.
Me and Anton(io) went for a walk in the forrest behind my house today. it was refreshing.
very.
AND i went for a drive. it was scary to be honest. my 1st time on a "big road"
hey, i didnt crash the car, so it went pretty good i have to say.
tuesday, maybe going to MADDE. i miss her.
thursday, cousin turns 18, i have my course.
friday, PARTAYYYY.
and one day this week i might go on a cruise. YAYers.
i'm making alot of plans at the moment and therefor i'm writing here to try to
clear my head so i can fall asleep. idk yet if it's working.. i feel sort of stressed.
and im in my bed and its all soft and inviting.. but im not ready yet. haha.
kate nash's on the ipod. really good. (mouthwash)
tomorrow's another day.
gonna get up bright and early, call granny and ask if i can come out so that
she can help me. i want a perm. wohoo.
mom says that im never pleased with how i look and i always need to change.
im thinking she's right. but i like change,
change is good.
Stay beautiful
"Cory's eyes are like a jungle
he smiles its like the radio
he whispers songs into my window
in words that nobody knows
There's pretty girls on every corner
That watch him as he's walking home
Saying, does he know
Will you ever know
You're beautiful
Every little piece, love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh but if it don't, stay beautiful
Cory finds another way to be
The highlight of my day
I'm taking pictures in my mind
So I can save them for a rainy day
It's hard to make conversation
When he's taking my breath away
I should say, hey by the way...
You're beautiful
Every little piece, love, don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my door
Oh but if it don't, stay beautiful
If you and I are a story
that never gets told
if what you are is a daydream
I'll never get to hold, at least you'll know
You're beautiful
Every little piece, love, and don't you know
You're really gonna be someone, ask anyone
When you find everything you looked for
I hope your life leads you back to my front door
Oh but if you don't, will you stay beautiful?"
-taylor swift
i couldnt just pick a part. its a great song.
au revoir for now.
Between each smile there's a tear in your eye
guten tag
thursday afternoon.
2 hours of school left tomorrow before the break!
i cannot wait. seriously.
it going to be BOMB! :]
in a half hour i have laundry time...
3 hours of laundry time. exciting much...?
.......
i have been doing laundry from 4pm to 8.40 pm.
MAN that sucked. everything just screwed up.
im hungry. i think. i might eat something.
i've had so much homework this week and also a biology test today.
once again. screwed up.
sucky day over all actually. good thing its just one day left until
FALL BREAK!!
im excited.
called parents to tell them about my sucky day,
they dont get it. what was i thinking...
made me mad.
"and i cant tell if you're laughing
between each smile theres a tear in your eye
theres a train leaving town in an hour
its not waiting for you and neither am i"
-rise against 'paper wings'
i'm tellin ya, if i could i would leave town in an hour.
i need to get away somewhere for a while...
hopefully what i want , and also trying to get, will happen SOON.
ugh.
im watching skins, its a really good show..
i dont know what to do.....................................there's a train leaving town in an hour,signed,
its not waiting for you.. and neither am i.
yours truly
And counting...
FORGOT TO MENTION
12 days until FALL BREAK
68 days until CHRISTMAS BREAK
47 days until "CHRISTMAS CALENDAR" starts (julkalendern ¢¾ )
30+31+16+31+29+31+13=181 days until MY 18th BIRTHDAY!!
[exactly 6 months yesterday!!]
im excited for the breaks.
and christmas ¢¾
Seventeen Ain't so Sweet
konichiwa
så var det söndag kväll/natt igen.
tycker bara det är måndag-fredag-söndagkväll..
har varit och köpt skor, en jacka och en mössa idag.
trevligt trevligt, alltid roligt att shoppa nytt. (och ibland även 2nd hand :])
har även äntligen kunnat använda mina svarta bralls från Gina nu!
efter den tuffa;
köpa byxor-åka till bollnäs-upptäcka hål i byxor-ta med byxor hem igen-byta byxor-ta med dom till bollnäs igen-upptäcka att larm sitter kvar i byxor-ta med dom hem IGEN-byta dom IGEN-få 150:- presentkort för sveda och verk haha-äntligen kunna använad byxor! (en 3 veckors period) :] ha
har ju varit en relativt trevlig helg måste jag medge.
i fredags var jag och TYboni hos Lina med Leo och kollade på film; the fountain
trevligt
lördag var jag TYboni och Lina hos Carro och hade trevligt,
Sanne and Gabby joined us later on.
its been a generally sucky week, failed the math test (no surprise there, i knew i would)
we had tons of long ass breaks since we didn't have theater..
i also got locked out from my biology class since i was a couple of minutes late.
stupid bitch, im gonna curb stopm her. haha (rachel you're my hero)
i also overslept one day so i missed my entire swedish class.
and i was late more or less everyday except friday.
but its really not my fault that im a very tired person and i have major problems
getting up in the morning. im not a morning person ok!?
I've noticed how much i miss certain people. like all my friends in the US, Karin, Matilda, old gymnastics friends,
old class mates from elementary and IESG... its insane.
i have so much energy when im back home with the family and good ol' friends,
but where tf does that energy go when i get back here?
this place suck it right outta me. ugh.
17 [[certainaly]] ain't so sweet.
You are the music in me
I went home on thursday so that i would have friday off since we only had 1 class...
So on friday, dedicated as i am (haha), i woke up early to come with my brother to school.
And let me tell ya, IESG has changed somewhat a lot since i went there 2 years (!) ago...
But it was fun still. Or interesting i suppose, to see how kids today act hahaha. just kidding.
Friday night i watched High School Musical 2, i really liked it.
Im a sucker for those kind of movies.. : ]
Saturday i slept.. and slept... since Anton and i were home alone i could sleep longer! yay.
but that night i went to the musical "Det händer nu" with Lina, Carro and Cia. I liked that one too
they had done a really good job. (And there was a really cute guy in it : D)
Sunday i watched the sneak premiere of Ratatouille with Carro and my family thanks to my dad's work.
It was pretty funny.. good animation.
And yea i went back here on sunday night... i had changed my pants from Gina (since they had a hole in them,
i got another pair) before i left... and monday morning when i was gonna put them on i see that the person who works there had FORGOTTEN to take the little... thing that protects the clothes from getting stolen or whatev. and i was like WTF!! so now i have to go back in there and have her take it off... stuff like this makes me so mad.
School again this week of course... today i was late to biology and my stupid ass teacher locked me out.
she's such a bitch. Then after that we found out that my theater teacher was sick so we didnt have theater....
therefor i had a 4 hour break, from 9-13.
And now i have HOMEWORK. Anthropology q's and a math test tomorrow...
Oral presentation on Strindberg on thursday for swedish class.. : S
Im gonna hit the shower now...
AND i just watched the news and on the weather they said that its going to SNOW on thursday!
I wonder if they're right.........
i wish i knew the cute guy from the musical : ]
"You Are The Music In ME"
:D
The Weakness in me
i finally figured out how to get my iPod to work again!
And i did it with out any help from some "apple support" help line or whatever.
feels really good to finally be able to get some new songs on it..
even tho i lost all the old songs and pictures... :[
but i'm still happy :]
on the other hand, its sunday NIGHT and the thought of having to get up in....
like 4½ hours don't sound so tempting...
i dont understand why my school can't have the day off tomorrow too...
makes me mad. ruins the whole good mood from having my iPod working again...
i'm listening to christmas songs right now..
micheal jackson as a kid singing "i saw mommy kissing santa clause"
gotta love The Jackson Five.
"oh what a laugh it would've been, if daddy had only seen, mommy kissing santa clause last night,
then i saw mommy tickle santa clause"
"i did, i really did see mommy kissing santa clause, and i'm gonna tell my daddy!"
hahaha fun stuff..
other fun stuff this week i must say is that i don't have ANY math, like.... at ALL.
i looove that.
plus on friday i'm planning on being "sick"
so if anyone wanna hangout...? haha
i'm gonna be going home on thursday.
i think i need to go to bed... i don't know how much my neighbors will appreciate me singing "santa baby" at 3am.....
and i KNOW that my mother won't like it haha.
So i'll just write another day. My iPod is sync.d. now too soooo. yay.
nittttteeee
